I just simply love how it lights up each time it is on...
just like how he lights up each day of my life!

Dear Classmates,

We are organizing a THEME Class BBQ in May…most probably on 30th May 2009 (Saturday).
You r cordially invited to this lil gathering to mark our final step before graduating.
It has been a great honor to be in the same class with all of you.
With all the hard work and effort that have been put in these years, lets us just let down our hair, enjoy the foods and be surprised.
Most importantly, HAVE FUN!!
Let’s make it a memorable day for all of us!!!

Hence, WE WANT YOU TO BE THERE!!!

PSST: THERE IS SOMETHING FOR EACH GUEST.... :)

Information
Location: Pasir Ris Costa Sands Chalet!!!
Each person : $10/-
Additional person: $7/-
* more details will be informed once everything have been finalized.


Lotsa of loves,
YATI AND SUZZ
~Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop to look around once in a while you could miss it.

oh well... guess now im accused of being overly sensitive in handling my dissertation problems.....
which set me thinking did i let my emotions rule my decisions and let things go out of hand.....
things have snowballed out proportion......
so is it due to my irrational thinking or simply because
ALL I NEED A PLACE WHICH I JUST SAY WHATS BEEN BOTHERING ME AND STRESS ME OUT??

Someone said to me that i should not sympathies myself so that other will not to do the same..
HARSH??
maybe,perhaps....
but honestly, i am not... i simply wants to share my problems without being prejudge....
Guess people perceived it wrongly...

Someone said that I am not the Suzz they know... cause the SUZZ they know will stand up and push it forward... but what happened to that Suzz??? ...
I am still here but somehow i just don't feel in me to do it..
perhaps it is so Overwhelming to take it at one go....
I am trying to be that SUZZ all over again... finding in me again to just step one step at a time...

Some thinks that my act is as usual is seeking for attention or being dramatic... shrugs it off saying... ATTENTION SEEKER if not why she will put it up in the blog or face book..... However i wish to clarify that it is one way that i release my anger and frustrations....Don't anyone deserve to take a break and breathe in??? So those who write in their blogs is considered as dramatic or attention seeker???
There are people wrote in their blogs or facebook when they are angry, sad and many more......

I thanked my friends, Yati and Mas particularly, for being there for me..... Maybe i should not be so low... things happened... and i should move forward whatever it takes.... I know... I will do it despite how sucks it is right now... regardless what happened.... i should just continue... just work hard at it..
doubly hard.....

U know what... i should just stop complaining and move on... so what my supp take ages to reply me..
so what i did not receive ample help.... I just need to brace it myself...
Too bad it has happened..but i should not let it drag me down... RIght???
So hell yeah... i will do it.. 2 weeks more to go... Push a little harder than normal....
OH GOD... give me that strength and charge forward....... :)

So... STOP COMPLAINING ANYMORE before someone said that i being emotional or sensitive.....
True, people may not feel what i am feeling unless they are experiencing it....
Hope u just understand how it's feel like..
but should not be the reason for me to just keep on ranting all my problems...
cause things would not move by itself.. till i move it myself....

Lets just focus through and give the best........
CHeerios...
:)

to yat... dont feel bad if im feeling low... Guess i have bottled it for so long....

: feeling so pissed off for at the moment!!

feeling so pissed right now.. don't know why.. perhaps it is due to my dissertation preparations...
not sure myself whether im going on de right track or motivated to do my final year project... honestly i just don't know why... all the journals which i hope i searched are the right ones are laying on the bed as we are speaking here... detailed layout have been prepared.. yet still cant managed to find that source of motivation just to start typing... HAIZ!!!!
maybe it is all due to the stupid incident, which is still at it is making me burns like hell.. if u somehow could just understand how it feels like... and it is certainly not helping when my own supervisor is not replying to me like any other supervisors... seriously my motivation is low... while my classmates are reading their replies and emailing their supervisors about their thesis.. mine seems to be MIA.. this really makes me so sad to know what type of supervisor i have.. it is not that i complaint but somehow, perhaps some proactiveness may be do some justice... certainly make me so reluctant to do it... but somehow i have just need to find that in me to carry on... OH GOD, just give me a little strength to pull k.. it is simply so hard to focus and do what i want to right now... especially knowing what kind of supervisor i have... DAMN I HATE JOANNA TO THE MAX... PERIOD!!!! and i am this close to said that to my supp.....
Then again, these are just distractions and i have to just walked away to look forward.. JUST TO DO WELL.....
feeling so unmotivated right now....
if you could just understand how its feel... coz it is DAMN SUCKS!!!!!

oh yeash.. she is.....
mentioning her name is sooo SUAY , bad luck right now!!!!!!

It all happens cause i email my thesis supp asking his help if it is possible to access certain journals that i cant get to as my uni din subscribe... as i was informed that i could and its was clearly written in the handout given. However there was NO REPLY from my supp and i went to see one of my lecturers for help.
My friends and I decided to meet my lect as we r facing the same problem. NO REPLY from supp. the lect was so nice enough to assist us in the matter.... Thanks and i appreciate it.

THEn , come along dis STUPID LADY.... who sent me a very SARCASTIC email regarding the matter...
here de snippets of de email....

DR XXXX had informed me that you had told her that your supervisor did not
reply to you on journals articles that XXXX did not subscribe to.
Obviously, it is not the supervisor's job to provide articles for the
student. You'll need to source for these yourself.

Now.. here me out lady.. before u start throwing your sarcastic remark. Look out for the word, POSSIBLE in the earlier paragraph and it is in my email to my supp.. i did not ask my supp to provide me the journals or spoon feed me.. HELLO!!!! I have been freaking search for my DAMN JOURNALS and for your info... i have even did my layout... ooh.. did i mention.. DETAIL LAYOUT... hence do i even need my supp to spoon feed me...

HOW DUMB can u Get..... HAVE U EVEN READ DE HANDOUT GIVEN TO US... or it is simply stashed away in the rubbish bin.. its written there woman. WE R ALLOWED TO ACCESS JOURNALS THAT THE UNI DIN SUBSCRIBE AS LONG THE SUPP APPROVES IT... isn't that what i did????? ARE U THAT LOW IN IQ that u can even understand simple English???
DON'T MAKE ME like de most dumbest student alive who dun even know how to search her journals??
WAT R U TRYING TO SAY??? AM I IDIOT????
OBVIOUSLY i know that it is my duty.
All im asking is why my supp didn't email me back.
MY GOD, u were so rude in de damn email which i really tempted to stuff in the place that don't shine if i printed it out....
WHERE IS THE COURTESY?????

Instead of jumping to conclusion, u could have email me nicely asking what is the problem. YEt u send me de most RIDICULOUS, IRRELEVANT, STUPIDEST and SARCASTIC email ever....
wast your problem??????
CANT U EVEN TYPE NICELY without being RUDE.??

seriously, u dun even worth my time... A COORDINATOR Who don't even bother bout her students is simply the most HORRIBLE STAFF EVER....
why even be ONE if u cant even help your students??
SUCH A BITCH!!

u can just GO TO HELL....

regards
Suzzana... :)

: FAT BADGE!!!

:DUMB BELLS TIME!!

went out wif fc ~ running and physical training in de morn... Fc is so called my physical trainer... make me run so far.. so many times... :( and did so many crunches...

WAHlau.. until my tummy so painful.... hu hu...

did de male push up.. which i cant do for nuts... dat he improvise a step call BRIDGE... hahahaha..... eets a step whereby i haf elevate my whole body and wif my arms on de floor, supporting my whole weight....hu hu.. so painful...