Thursday, April 30, 2009

Nightfall @ Vivo:

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
9:59 PM

Something caught my attention:

saw it, looked at it
pretty interesting.
:)

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
4:22 AM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Story of a Nasi Lemak:

received a call from Fc this morn... urgh... was so hard to get up especially when i slept at 3 am..
he said he needs to see me urgently at my place.. so he will be heading down to my place straight away after his first half shift.. from the way he said to me and sent me an sms to remind to wake up, i felt rather uneasy... what is it that makes it so URGENT and IMPORTANT that he has to see me straight away...

Being so overly concerned... my mind kept thinking all the worst possible scenarios.. i shall not disclose.. hahaha paisey la.. hehehehehe... hence i wasted no time to get ready and waits for his next sms when he is reaching...

so about 10 am, he said he was already at the station.. so i hurried down... while walking, my mind again seems to be thinking what is the URGENT MATTER all about??

when i saw him sitting down, all tired from his shift work... more worst case scenarios appear in my mind...

so i approached with him with that concern look and quickly ask whats the matter.... and there he was smiling at me..... looking and still smiling away.. i guess he must haf knew that i was very uneasy...
then he handed me a red plastic bag...

AND GUESS WAT... it is NASI LEMAk....:)

ok...ok... let me explain... hahahahaha... i have been wanting to eat nasi lemak for a very long time.. i din get the time or opportunity to do so.. dun ask me why nasi lemak.. it is just the cravings i had... maybe perhaps after watching little nyonya.. the scene where they were nasi lemak on the banana leaf...

I was supposed to meet FC yesterday.. however i overslept.. and did not wake up in time.. by the time i realised, Fc was already back home and resting. So kinda disappointed... because of nasi lemak yes.. but more of not meeting and seeing FC... ;(

Hence today, knowing i been wanting to eat that so badly, he actually took his time to buy for me.. 2 packets.. hehehee... i guez he thinks 1 is not enuf for me... Urgh... hahahahaha.... It is reali a pleasant surprise... So this is the urgency that he said to me... hehehehehehe...

The nasi lemak sure taste nice but the sheer love and happiness makes it extra special...
I enjoyed the nasi lemak though it maybe just a normal and simple nasi lemak... But to me.. the amount of love and care was genuinely felt, giving it an added kick to the simple yet delicious nasi lemak...

Thanks Fc.... u make my day.. muacks.... ;)

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
12:20 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

JUST TAK PAHAM PART II:

let me clarify myself AGAIN...im not being sensitive or angry... over the cancellation of the plan...
JUst wana ask to be considerate and spare a thought... THATS ALL!!!!!!!!

Slip of mind if that your reason... then fine by me... to say dun wan to spoil your mood.... I beg to differ... AGAIN.. i am not finding fault with you.. merely telling u how it feels if a third party were to told u about the cancellation esp when it is done the day before......
Funny isn't.. if i do not sms u to inform and apologize for my absence... i guez i be kept in dark the whole day, waiting like a dumb for the call... which ironically cancelled the day before without having anyone.. i mean ANYONE TO TEL ME....

funny isnt it... when u said ' K FINE.. IT SLIPS YOUR MIND.. SORRY... I DUN WAN TO SPOIL MY MOOD TODAE'

again.. let me clarify.. i am not angry...MERELY EXPLAINING TO YOU HOW I FEEL... I dont need your apology.... but just puzzled over it....

SO IF U THINK IM BEING SENSITIVE... U R SOOOOO WRONG!! COZ I AM NOT....
i am explaining myself... thats all....

Once again... SORI TO RUIN YOUR MOOD.. coz that is not my main intention..as i know todae is your big dae.. im hapi too as a closest fren.... and im not finding faults wif u.....cuma to reason it out with you... SALAH KE BILANG???
Did any of my smses sounded angry and scolding you??
NO

So please understand what i am trying to explain before saying that im sensitive or being 'BUDAK BUDAK'
any one who r in my shoes would react the same or perhaps even worst..
ALL I DID WAS ASK

JUST TAK PAHAM!!!

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
7:19 PM

JUST TAK PAHAM:

feeling kinda pissed right now.. IRRITATED is the right word... just don't get..TAK PAHAM... it is hard to sms someone to inform that the plan is cancelled.. the fact is that EVERYONE KNOWS that it is cancelled but ME!!!

yup.. strange.... let me clear the air for a moment... im not upset that the plan is cancelled.. for some personal reasons..
i too cant make it but the different is at least i did take the opportunity to inform..

thanks to one of my fren who told me that the plan was cancelled the day before BUT NO ONE haf informed me regarding the cancellations.. NOT DE DAE BEFORE.. NOT THE DAY IT SELF..
despite smsing i cant make it.. i do not get any reply about the cancellation....
the puzzling thing was if u could inform the rest, why cant u even insert my number in tats all...

WAT MAKES ME KINDA IRRITATED IS SHOULD I DO NO HAF ANY URGENT THINGS TO DO... THEN PERHAPS I BE WAITING LIKE A DUMD FOR THE CALL AT HOME....
so let me ask u.. if u r in my situation.. how would u feel?????????

im not angry wif my frens who did it... but im just upset coz as frens wouldnt spare a thought for your friends... IF IM YOUR FRIEND IN THE FIRST PLACE????

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
1:40 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Nothing better to do:

Suppose to be busy with my viva vocae ( for those who have NO idea what it is.
It is simply an SCIENTIFIC ORAL EXAMINATION,
which u choose any topics from the scope of biotechnology and genomes.)

Oh yes, it is HELL and i just chose my topic. URGHHH!! seriously, i prefer doing PPT then to sit through 15 minutes of gruelling QA of BG with DR SYN AND DR MANI.

Nwae, while i was suppose to do all the research and revision for BG, something caught my attention BIG TIME. :)
What else, if it is not, the theme class BBQ. :P
As all of you have known from the previous enty, MIDNIGHT SCARLET is the chosen theme after so many creative themes.
Hence, today, out of the blue, an inspiration just jolted out of my mind and i cant wait to get started on it. I editted one more picture to accompany the photo invitation.
Yeah, you can say i have nothing better to do and i will nod in agreement.
NEVERTHELESS, it is a GOOD nothing better to do. :)

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
10:14 PM

Monday, April 20, 2009

*HADI DID ACROBATIC STUNT... :P

The vid has been uploaded by YAti on her FB so those who can access to her ac will see it..
THanks dearie..coz i haf no idea in uploading it till now.
so 4 those who din get to see it... here it is...

One of my lil twin~HADi.. is showing off his lil moves... heehe
which is greatly miss by all... and thanks to his sis who was coincidentally recording them you managed to catch a glimpse of it... hehehehhee....

my aunt was so excited that she quickly called me to inform that she will email me the video.
Since i stayed a night at my atuk place with my cuzzins and other aunties... evryone gets to see it... my mum was laughing and constantly saying " NASIB BAIK LEHER TAKDE APER APER*
the video kept playing all night long as we were so excited about it.. hehehehehehe...

oh yesh.. my lil twin is set to be a gymnast... :P

* be careful... their mum's voice is very loud... :)

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
11:57 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Finally, the theme of the BBQ is ready.... So what is it??? :)

It is MIDNIGHT SCARLET!!

So it means.. GUESTS are required to wear either
BLACK ( MIDNIGHT) or RED ( SCARLET)..
AS SIMPLE AS THAT....
:)

To all BBSF0604/0704...

Please make yarself free and head down to the BBQ....
looking forward to meet all of u...
:)

u can see the invitation mail sent out by Yati at facebook..
Just fill it up if u r coming or not... :)
AS SIMPLE AS THAT...

loves
suzz

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
3:09 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009

Hoping and Wishing:

so many things have happened... too many to begin with...Humans are a strange creatures with the capability to think and deliver what they r required to...
but unfortunately... the ability is often misplaced and misused...
simply just do not understand the theory of life... perhaps it is too complicated to even decipher... hoping and wishing things will be much simpler is always something close to my heart...
The road of life seems so harsh.. so bad.. unbearable at times...
how i wish i could just let go to make things better...
why cant things be just simple and easy at times...
why cant we simply just open up and forget the bad ...
why must we risk all just to lose evrything in the end??
Why cant we use the capability given by ALLAH swt to think before saying and make things so bad....
I just hope and wish... YOU could just forget about evrything... and look back to see what have u miss...
Don't they means anything to you...
Don't the memories prick you.. even the slightest bit???
Why cant u just see.... coz u determined everything.....
Don't they mean anything at all...
Hoping and wishing.. that evrything will back to normal...
If this a test from ALLAH swt, i will face it for u...and i will be with you....

Dear Allah swt.... in you, i place my utmost belief that things will be fine.. please grant me the strength and show me the way... coz ONLI U can make it happen...
amin..

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
2:02 AM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

DEAr B,:

To my Dearest FC....

I wanna speak louder than words to show you
how I feel
keep me runnin' wild
without you I'm ordinary

from your Girlfriend, Suzz... :)

♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
2:39 PM

The EMAIL:

Each time i read this email, guilt and sadness will set in. How could i miss the only email that was sent by my brother when he was in NZ!! It was only 1 month after he was back in Singapore that i realized this email. I was shocked and practically in tears when i read what he have wrote to me. He was so enthusiastic to share his NZ experiences with us here.Missing evryone back at home. Even though, we always fought and argue but he is my special lil brother. Knowing that it is costly to call back often, email was the best choice to send his warmest regards and news to us. Yet, i missed the only email that my younger brother have sent me as i rarely use this email. I know he must have been very eager waiting for my reply. How could i be so careless!!
I feel so bad that this happened and truly regrets it.
Im so sori, my lil brother. I am!! :(