Saturday, November 28, 2009

What is love?
The real definition of love?
How do one know that what they are feeling is Love?
How do one define love?

I been asking myself the same questions just like many million people out there... to know precisely what is Love is... Some said u know u r in love when u want to meet that special person all the time..
Some said u just knew it.. That Gut feeling... while others said... that chemistry being shared between 2 individuals is LOVE?

Well personally to me.... It is all the above.. In fact, i think Falling in love is an experiment.. some times u may get it right.. some times u may get wrong.... U may have done your thorough research yet it seems to fall short in certain areas... then u have to analyze the results before thinking solutions to future improvements... hoping it will be better the next round.. though some are lucky in their first trial.. Kudos to u peeps.. Majority like us have to undergo many trials before we meet the one...

For a person who went through couple of experiments myself..LOL.. enduring the heart ache each time falling out in love... sucks totally... i bet u know it feels.... Nevertheless, i like the idea of falling in love.. perhaps maybe i enjoyed the attention shower on me.. come on.. u guys too right!!
Thus i don't know i fall in love due to the attention or simply just because IT IS LOVE!!

I always have that perception how could one be in love.. stayed madly in love with one person for the rest of their lives...I have no idea... I find it weird that someone can stay in a r/s for so long.. pure dedication to that particular person... Dont they get bore or sick? OR THIS IS WHAT THEY CALLED LOVE?? Even those in the r/s sometimes ponder whether they r in love or because they have been too long in the r/s hence it is better to stay in it coz it is too expensive to let go...

Well, i didn't know what it is maybe after falling out of love couple times, makes me realize that perhaps it is simple companionship that many of us seeks for rather than love... once that companionship turns sour... everything simply ends.
However, my perception begins to change when i met a special one almost 5 years back.
Honestly, in the early stages.. i didn't know that i could even survive....

Yet, as time goes.... it gets better... as if the right piece of jigsaw have been placed in the correct spot.... time definitely has allowed us to learn more bout one another... tweaking it abit here and there to get the whole consistency right ( don't mind me.That was just me having a BAKING moment. ahaha)

I enjoyed my times with him..going out with him...watching movies.. seeing him in action wen he played soccer...and each time he sent me back, i will secretly hoping that he could spend more time wif me.. and the day should have been 48 hours instead of 24... :P

I enjoyed all the crappy talks we share.. seeing his "couldnt be bothered" expression when i gave him lame jokes.. or his irritated face ( raising his eye brows) when i constantly asking him questions bout things i dont know and those i know..LOL
seeing him alone just make my day...i grew comfortable being around with him
If this is what they call love.. feeling restless when that special one is not around.. Then i am feeling it..

Nevertheless, just like any other r/s.. ours too are not spared from its trials...
Being opposite from each other.. we both have our own ways
Often.. we misunderstood the intentions or signals that either one of us tried to show
There are times.. it gets so hard trying to make things better...
He has his own.. Me with mine....
2 individuals with 2 different personalities in one room...
It is either make it or break it...
But im glad among the differences, we managed to find that one similarity..
That we truly want to be in it together...solving and making things right for both of us.
Adapting and respecting each other..Overcoming the flaws just to bring us closer to one another ..
If this what they call Love... I truly agrees...

Hence, answering that question that were in my mind... how do one stayed madly in love with one person for the rest of their lives... I think Love make it happened....
The 3 words.. I LOVE YOU have been used so casually yet no one knows the true meaning until they truly meet the one..
I'm glad that i am blessed with that opportunity to know such a beautiful partner..inside and out
Who has allowed me to appreciate the true meaning of Love..
IMPERFECT RELATIONSHIP.. PERFECT LOVE...

So that is my definition of LOVE..
* I love you from the first time we met til now.. i know that u r the best for me... :)