:So now.. M i being overly sensitive in handling my problems???
oh well... guess now im accused of being overly sensitive in handling my dissertation problems..... which set me thinking did i let my emotions rule my decisions and let things go out of hand..... things have snowballed out proportion...... so is it due to my irrational thinking or simply because ALL I NEED A PLACE WHICH I JUST SAY WHATS BEEN BOTHERING ME AND STRESS ME OUT??
Someone said to me that i should not sympathies myself so that other will not to do the same.. HARSH?? maybe,perhaps.... but honestly, i am not... i simply wants to share my problems without being prejudge.... Guess people perceived it wrongly...
Someone said that I am not the Suzz they know... cause the SUZZ they know will stand up and push it forward... but what happened to that Suzz??? ... I am still here but somehow i just don't feel in me to do it.. perhaps it is so Overwhelming to take it at one go.... I am trying to be that SUZZ all over again... finding in me again to just step one step at a time...
Some thinks that my act is as usual is seeking for attention or being dramatic... shrugs it off saying... ATTENTION SEEKER if not why she will put it up in the blog or face book..... However i wish to clarify that it is one way that i release my anger and frustrations....Don't anyone deserve to take a break and breathe in??? So those who write in their blogs is considered as dramatic or attention seeker??? There are people wrote in their blogs or facebook when they are angry, sad and many more......
I thanked my friends, Yati and Mas particularly, for being there for me..... Maybe i should not be so low... things happened... and i should move forward whatever it takes.... I know... I will do it despite how sucks it is right now... regardless what happened.... i should just continue... just work hard at it.. doubly hard.....
U know what... i should just stop complaining and move on... so what my supp take ages to reply me.. so what i did not receive ample help.... I just need to brace it myself... Too bad it has happened..but i should not let it drag me down... RIght??? So hell yeah... i will do it.. 2 weeks more to go... Push a little harder than normal.... OH GOD... give me that strength and charge forward....... :)
So... STOP COMPLAINING ANYMORE before someone said that i being emotional or sensitive..... True, people may not feel what i am feeling unless they are experiencing it.... Hope u just understand how it's feel like.. but should not be the reason for me to just keep on ranting all my problems... cause things would not move by itself.. till i move it myself....
Lets just focus through and give the best........ CHeerios... :)
to yat... dont feel bad if im feeling low... Guess i have bottled it for so long....
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. indulgence in CHOCOLATE and ICE CREAM.
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