Monday, May 4, 2009

been a very very bad bad girl...
known better than to do... yet it happened...
never learn to control.. and simply just do it without even thinking....
all coz of anger...

shud learn to take charge of that anger... despite wat happened in the past..
shud not let it control and affects wats happening...

guez i was too engrossed in the anger...
that i failed to rationalize the possible outcomes...
i know im not like any others girls.. who r way demure.. docile and all the sweety sweety things that anyone would describe in their dream girl...
im the exact opposite, u may say....
i be mean to ppl who r mean to me...
i ignore those i dun think deserve the time or worthy of it...
i certainly do not tolerate nonsense...
u may say that i am wicked... and i agree BIG TIME...

so this naturally applies to my relationship as well..
but i guez in relationship... it is not as simple as that...
i cant simply just ignored.. i cant simply be mean....
hence i have embrace another perspective of being in relationship...

i have learn that in relationship we need to compromise and a lot of communication is needed..
Never to quick to judge in any circumstances even when u r super angry....
Learn to control and take time to analyze every aspect of what is happening...
being an exact opposite of the nicest girl, i have learnt to calm down...
I am not a perfect gerl... Im not like any other gerls out there...
Perhaps by now.. People may picture me being a shrewd and judge me!
But hey, im after all a human, learning from experience and her mistakes nevertheless.

i hope it can be helpful pointers... somehow i wish it will be... to everyone out there...
unless u have a relatively perfect relationship... :P

This is what i have learnt from my experiences..... and i believe this experiences will mould me into a better person in future and a better half to my FC.

ONE MORE THING.... NEVER EVER COMPARE YAR RELATIONSHIP!!
one thing that i learnt these past years... is that... evry relationship is special in their own way.
.even u see that they r having a great time .. u start to envy and compare.. then u r wrong....
u never know the true story they have went through to reach where they r today...
Never belittle yarself or the relationship..
Take pride in it.. Stand tall and march on no matter how hard it is..
The thing u shud envy from them is the courage and determination they have in the relationship...
Never let ppl judge u or relationship!!

:)