Saturday, May 30, 2009
joyeux Anniversarie:
din haf a big celebration... but it was more that wat i needed this year admist the preparations for my final module, BG
Simple yet it is full of love
had a simple family dinner
and
a surpise gift from Fc.
Even though it is for a short while, i felt im truly blessed with the most precious thing in life:
HAPPINESS
My wish is to be a better person in life... watever bad deeds i did in the past would remained in the past and from dat past.. i shall grow into a better person, insya allah!!
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
2:11 AM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
The final lap is always the hardest:
last minute revision..... :P
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
7:40 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
Missing:
Email me if u found it!!:(
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
2:56 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
SCREWED UP BIG TIME!!!!:
So upset with my performance during viva vocae...i din expected that it was going to be so bad for me....Urgh... Nways the day have been so bad for me....Truly so bad.....:(Started out that i was almost late for my viva even though i went out house at 930am... The train service was so horrible... too almost AN HOUR TO REACH JURONG EAST..... oh yes... 1030am and i am still at Jurong east yet the next train comes almost 6 to 7 minutes interval... that i decided to take a cab down..the cab driver was so fast that i reached there by 1055am... Didnt even managed to see Yati at the canteen as i just rushed to the viva room... and to know that there 3 more person before me who r yet to go....haiz...The viva vocae was just an icing to my bad day.... though i could said my whole speech but i simply cant open my mouth to answer the questions. MY WHOLE MIND JUST GOES BLANK!!I was either giving one simple answer to the questions i thought i know or smiling to those i dont.I was seriously BLANK!! I was practically looking at Dr Mani and Dr Syn the whole time.They were trying their best to get answers from my mouth but there were so much that they could do. My mouth simply refused to cooperate with my brain.Only God knows how much i wanted to cry and just walked away. It was that bad. Super bad!!How i was so disappointed with myself. Not because i didnt do well but because i know the answers to the questions yet i just simply could not answer it.. Questions as simple as 'WHAT IS A CELL LINE?"i knew the answer at the back of my head but Why cant i get it out!!It was so frustrating.WHATS WRONG WITH ME???That was the most painful 15 minutes ever in my entire life.:(The moment i stepped out of the room, i knew i screwed up BIG TIME. I never had that feeling before in any exam. Previously, i knew i could somehow make it. However, this time round, i could helped but to feel remorse over my bad performance. I guess ppl who have ever experienced it will know what it is like.Usually, I dont cry over it but i prefer to be alone to think through what has happened. This time is exceptional.BG indeed to me is a very hard module. Didnt have that motivation to even revise it . VIVA just make it even worst. If i cant even answer that simple questions during Viva... how am i suppose to do my written exam.....Urgh.... my friends were trying to cheer me up and i thanked their efforts... however i simply cant forget that incident cos i was so disappointed in myself. Just wana laugh and smile but i cant for now.Even met Fc for awhile... Cos i just wana be in my room and sleep...Sleep away the incident.It is only 20% of the module but indeed it is a very hard one to get. Yes, there 70% that i could focus on.But the feeling of regret of not doing best for that 20% component that maybe a different to the whole final result. Great, knowing i screw big time for that... and my 20% just fly off just like that.So what im going to do now... work my ass off the paper.... And maybe i could just pull through some how... it better be.... coz it is the last paper... sucks isnt it....
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
12:12 AM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
How long did we last??:
15 HOURS!!!* she is MSN LOVE BUDDY!! nothing can separates us... LOL*
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
3:56 PM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Dress Up and Stand to win!:
Midst of all the exams and viva preparations, we have decided to spice things up for the BBQ which is going to be held on 30th May 2009. Just to get you a lil excited for BBQ.There is going to be a mini"DRESS UP COMPETITION"!All it takes is for you to dress according to the theme:MIDNIGHT SCARLET ( Black/Red)THE DESERVING GUEST WHO MANAGED TO CAPTURES OUR ATTENTION
WILL WIN A PRIZE!!So what are you waiting for???All in the name of funSee you there.:)
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
8:07 PM
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
The NUMBER:
dropped by Jb for a while to get Fc stuffs...
had our dinner at MACD...
ordered the spicy chix meal and quarter pounder meal( upsize for FC).
So how much is the total cost for the meal: 24 05
Now does that ring a bell? * Hint Hint*
:)
How sweet!!
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
12:50 PM
Monday, May 4, 2009
been a very very bad bad girl...
known better than to do... yet it happened...
never learn to control.. and simply just do it without even thinking....
all coz of anger...
shud learn to take charge of that anger... despite wat happened in the past..
shud not let it control and affects wats happening...
guez i was too engrossed in the anger...
that i failed to rationalize the possible outcomes...
i know im not like any others girls.. who r way demure.. docile and all the sweety sweety things that anyone would describe in their dream girl...
im the exact opposite, u may say....
i be mean to ppl who r mean to me...
i ignore those i dun think deserve the time or worthy of it...
i certainly do not tolerate nonsense...
u may say that i am wicked... and i agree BIG TIME...
so this naturally applies to my relationship as well..
but i guez in relationship... it is not as simple as that...
i cant simply just ignored.. i cant simply be mean....
hence i have embrace another perspective of being in relationship...
i have learn that in relationship we need to compromise and a lot of communication is needed..
Never to quick to judge in any circumstances even when u r super angry....
Learn to control and take time to analyze every aspect of what is happening...
being an exact opposite of the nicest girl, i have learnt to calm down...
I am not a perfect gerl... Im not like any other gerls out there...
Perhaps by now.. People may picture me being a shrewd and judge me!
But hey, im after all a human, learning from experience and her mistakes nevertheless.
i hope it can be helpful pointers... somehow i wish it will be... to everyone out there...
unless u have a relatively perfect relationship... :P
This is what i have learnt from my experiences..... and i believe this experiences will mould me into a better person in future and a better half to my FC.
ONE MORE THING.... NEVER EVER COMPARE YAR RELATIONSHIP!!
one thing that i learnt these past years... is that... evry relationship is special in their own way.
.even u see that they r having a great time .. u start to envy and compare.. then u r wrong....
u never know the true story they have went through to reach where they r today...
Never belittle yarself or the relationship..
Take pride in it.. Stand tall and march on no matter how hard it is..
The thing u shud envy from them is the courage and determination they have in the relationship...
Never let ppl judge u or relationship!!
:)
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥
11:17 PM
Email me if u found it!!
15 HOURS!!!
